emotion(s)/lacking in Trust

I’ve come to realize my impulsive emotions in using this realm of communication being wordpress. How I lack so many things as a woman and strive to be more confident in the Most Confident and wise in times of crisis or no crisis. But I persist on a habit that isn’t my true calling, an impulsiveness of bitterness and hurt. But alas!! Those things are behind me, they’ll probably poke their unwanted heads out in my low points but I will curse them and keep moving forward because He has so much more for me. Also, this isn’t a cry for a pat on the back. To say, “Congratulations! You’ve finally realized!”, it’s just a realization and I need no one to recognize my faults and/or accomplishments, the Lord will congratulate me on those things. I will confide in the One I love. Woe to my heart for you are so deceitful at times. But then again, true to some.